I saw my OB again, and while the baby is doing well, I'm feeling pretty tired. Maybe it was the 12 people we had over for Easter dinner yesterday? Or maybe it was the subject matter, which revolved around how everyone felt about my brother-in-law and his recovery, (doing well, btw, the hospital has been great since he had so many physical and mental issues to deal with, best thing we've ever done) and well, he became a bit of a debate.
An unpleasant one at that. Cause now that he's doing well, it's time for everyone to get pissed off at him for putting us through hell, doncha know? I'm personally in the forgive and forget camp, but I'm only an in-law, so I don't seem to count. I keep wondering how many years I have to be married into the clan, and how many Cottan children I have to produce before I get my passport? No one can give me a number......
So after 2 weeks of the kids being home, and too many arguments....is it any surprise that my blood pressure is ever so slightly up? And that there is once again a some protein in my urine?
Yeah, still not swollen, weight is okay, as you can see from my previous post, I'm all tummy. Thanks for all your lovely supportive comments, btw. I'm a bit of a control freak about my weight, and I purposely don't own a scale or ever check it, because I know I have the potential to have an eating disorder if I ever let myself---too much anxiety, I guess? Anyway, I was kind of shocked at my size in the photo, and worked myself up, but you dear readers, convinced me I look good.
So there! Phooey on worrying about crap. I'm going to rest and sit on my butt, and keep my feet up.
And maybe next week, things will look better, right? Positive thinking, right? RIGHT?