Good and bad

Will update more soon, but she agreed to renew my prescription for 90 days. And as long as I have no more health problems, then I get to keep it.

You might think that's great, and I AM very relieved but right now I have to say that I feel like there is a giant axe poised to drop on my head, and ruin everything if I make one wrong step. If I say anything, do anything, I lose my last chance at a successful life.

So how do I deal with a Doctor who I can never really trust? Dunno but willing to accept all and any assvice here.

Suspense

Waiting to find out if my GP will finally agree to let me take my ADHD medication. The cardiologist said it was no problem, and the psychiatrist said it was no problem.

But that means nothing to her.

Terrified right now.